Dear You,

You finally text me back after almost 12 hours and ended the text with "how are you?" To me that phrase signifies that an answer was expected. I guess I was wrong, because when I responded by asking you if we would talk tonight, I got no response. Just dead silence. I waited and waited for the phone to ring but of course it didn't. It then occurred to me how worthless I am to you. You were the one who would stop having sex with me so he could answer his phone. I can't imagine anything more more insulting and never had I felt like a piece of used meat. Over the last 6 months you have made me feel like a used piece of meat. You don't treat me like a friend, let alone a person. I'm not sure why you keep coming around. You obviously don't care for me in any aspect.
I'm not sure what happened but it still breaks my heart. I'm so hurt and I can't even say it to you right now because I know it won't make a difference. My feelings never meant anything to you so I'm not sure why I'm hurting so badly about it tonight. There is so much more I want to tell you, but I won't, because it won't help anyway. Nothing can fix it now.
I dont know what to say other then I will miss you for a long time. This will hurt for a long time. But eventually I'll stand and dust myself off. No matter how badly I'm hurt I will eventually recover because I no matter how you hurt me, I will never let you break me. I loved you.